This seems a little weird ...

I just joined Just Mommies website. It's weird to think about this next stage in my life.

I've been thinking more cynically lately... I think I fear getting my hopes up only to have my expectations set too high to achieve. Realistically, anything can happen. I can't just start thinking the worst. I mean, we haven't even started trying yet.

Have you ever been at a point in your life when things were just going so well, almost too good? Then the next thing you know, a big upset occurs?

Well that's where I am now -- things are really good.

What goes up, must come down --

I need to start having more positive thoughts -- so send me yours via the airwaves!! lol

I am also going to make a commitment to not read the pregnancy 'loss' boards until there is a time I really need to be... I do not feel I could help those people by commenting on their posts, being someone who's never been PG, and someone who's never really lost anyone close. I can't even imagine what they are going through, so to console - just doesn't seem right.

Does that seem selfish?