New Year's Resolutions...

Taking after a friend -- I'm going to start thinking of my New Year's Resolutions and make a list...

To start, I've realized through chat and other types of communications and just by looking at myself as if I were an outsider...that I need to 'calm down'. I do. I know it.

I used to see a psychologist -- making the decision to go to one was hard, but when I finally did, I realized it was one of the best decisions I ever made.

I've since stopped going -- a few months prior to our wedding. (Ha...that was a mistake) I just didn't have the 'time' or 'energy' to see my psychologist, so ... i cut it out. I have still not yet recovered from all the stress and anxiety that is planning, and paying for a wedding... (we are STILL paying it off).

It doesn't help that Mike is pushing how we 'need' to put the house on the market by the end of the year. At this point, I'm not ready to move stuff or 'get down' and dirty cleaning things. I don't want to do anything but sleep most times b/c I'm just sooo tired. Hormones are wackadoo. 

So I'm stressing... I need to just relax. I will try my best to stick to the advice of others and try to stay calm to keep a more healthy pregnancy. 

All I have to do is find a way to deal with the stress that is my life right now. I know it could be worse, but I can't just brush everything off. I need to take things one step at a time, reprioritize things and try my best to convince/sway Mike to have the same idea's in prioritization. LOL