where we at?

Ah well, not much has happened lately -- been having the cramping non-stop for the past 11 days. It seems like they aren't going away, but they are still bearable. Been sick for about a week with a head cold turn flu-like. Still trying to kick it. Backaches galore and major tiredness ... both of which I attribute to my illness.

I haven't gone to the doctor b/c I don't like taking prescriptions. I also don't like being misdiagnosed, which has seemed to happen to me much to frequently. My out-of-the-box thinking doctor has left the practice and decided to start her own up -- about an hour south of where I live. That's not really a big deal since she was originally located an hour north of me. I would always go out of my way to see her when something was wrong. She has never let me down. Only problem now is, her new practice hasn't opened and I have no way of getting in touch with her. I'm scared to find a new doctor at this point, but know it has to be done. ECK.

I haven't called my OB about the cramps yet b/c I'm waiting for my 'riod to show up first. That should be sometime this week. One of the 'charts' I'm using says 12/9 another says 12/11 and I'm saying 12/13. Ugh.

My temp is still up but not super high. 

I did the whole POAS (pee on a stick) maneuver 2x's. One at 9dpo and one today. Result = Negativo. I keep testing I think it's b/c of the cramps I've been having. Maybe I really do have an issue with my equipment. I'm too scared to get it checked out. 

Mr.Moo and I are really striving for a pregnancy between Dec-March. 

Right now it seems 1st Cycle - no luck.